I was putting away the dishes today and I stopped in my tracks. I had clicked the lids on the clean storage containers and opened the cabinet, prepared to do battle as usual. Typically, I take a big breath, exhale and dive in. It’s a mess, nothing matches, and everything is jumbled, like a tossed salad.
Today, it was different. I opened the cupboard, and there was space. Right there, on the shelf. I slide the container in, with the matching lid secured and closed the cabinet door.
I stood there, confused. Disoriented really. Then I realized, 2/3 of my kids are at college. They are baby adults, learning how to put their own Tupperware away. The one at home is a junior in high school and is very busy.
There is literally space, in the cupboard, and in my life.
Today I cleaned the house, washing and put away 3 loads of laundry, picked up groceries, went for two joyful walk/runs, and next I’m going to make meals for the week.
It is AWESOME. As a solo parent for so many years I was always out of time and space. Today, I realized space has arrived. I miss the college kids and if I could choose to have them here I would pick that every time, but this is new and intriguing. It feels like, it’s my turn.
My turn to buy hella cute shoes (which I did today). My turn to make healthier food, move the treadmill into the game room, and read a book next to the cat, with no interruptions. I feel like Princess Jasmine in the Aladdin moving singing, “I whole new world…”
Let’s get this adventure started!