My son sat down to play the piano today, before he headed back to college this afternoon.
This piano is quite a character. It is missing a foot and was given to us by the kids’ middle school years ago. It’s raggedly and slightly out of tune, but we don’t care. We are so grateful for it. It’s surrounded by photos of our family, plants, a sunrise painting I made, and a small mosaic lamp and we love it.
Today, he taught himself “Drops of Jupiter”. He does that, just starts playing and teaches himself a new song. I love to watch the process. Trial and error, discipline, practice, curiosity, persistence, and joy. All values I hoped he would grow up with someday.
He’s headed back to college today. He and his girlfriend are there for a few days before she flys back to school on the east coast. I’m so proud of him I don’t even have words. For who he is, for what he has overcome, and the gifts he shares with the world. He’s going to school to be a teacher.
Tears are streaming down my face as sit by the fire and write this. I have so much love for my family. So much gratitude and amazement too. I don’t know how we did it, these three kids and I. All the pieces came together. They were broken but somehow with a lot of love and a village of support, we glued ourselves together to and make beautiful light, like our mosaic lamp. Today, we shine. We are bright, bold, colorful, warm, and loving.
One kiddo is rock-climbing, another is studying microbiology, and the third is road-tripping back to college. As I sit here thinking about them, my heart is full and I share these words of advice:
“Shine your lights little ones. Be brave, kind, and adventurous. Do what is yours to do in this world. Your mama loves you more than words. I will keep the lamp on for you, so you always know the way home.”